i gots to start writing agian.
i need to.
my pain.
it grows.


hello,goodbyehello,goodbye why,why, these words i speak wayy too often maybe you'd care if only i were laying in my coffin dead,not breatheing lifeless and lonley are you sad now? great,perfect that's all i needed to know, becausehello,goodbye
it lets me know you never cared nobody ever realizes what they have lost until..it's gone forever i'm gone forever... eternity... And a lifetime


TomarrowWhat will tomarrow be like? That's what I wonder day by day hour by hour, minute by minute! So it feels like tomarrow will neverTomarrow
come for me....feels like forever Things get harder & so does Life Life is like a maze but I'm still stuck
I'm still stuck on that one day..July 27th I shiver at the very thought of that day.. It makes me cry, silently, but it's so terrible Everyday I wonder, what if he was still here I pray,hope,and wish that,that day wasn't true.. Everyday feels like being in hell This school year sucks, people pissing me off truley... I go


Time..I don't know, in what point in time in my life has he been? Has he been to my past? ...what a trip that would be.. Him actually finding out theTime..
truth about why I'm pushing
him away... I don't think I would be able
to handle it..or what about my future?..would he make sure
that he was in it? or just leave me alone until he realized how much he actually loves me? or does he love me? I guess I'll
never know, it's all in a matter of time...xoxo


FilthyNo matter how many times I take a shower or a bath... no matter how many times I scrub I still feel filthy.....I can still feel hisFilthy
hands up my leg...me tellin' him to stop but him still tryin',bein' so persistent
about this.... He has no idea how I feel, he does this for his own pleasure...he doesn't care about
me......he doesn't ask himself wheter I like it or N0T?! ...well I don't! I don't like bein' treated in such a way... especially in this point in my life...[real tears]


Anything to scoreLiars heart a cold stone sentinal your wagging tounge confessed your love to me in language beguiling sincerity seeming falsly assumedAnything to score
honesty lacking dissembling guise of a lover your kisses, your touch also untrue and to think how my heart raced at the way you trembled when we met slowly, purposefully, softly my body hungry for you, you feigned interest how hearts do assume too much in the dead of night when encapsulated with one they desire where rules don't apply and the heart is the master


Roman Numbers 1-100i. 1 ii. 2 iii. 3 iv. 4 v. 5 vi. 6 vii. 7 viii. 8 ix. 9 x. 10 xi. 11 xii. 12 xiii. 13 xiv. 14 xv. 15 xvi. 16 xvii. 17 xviii. 18 xix. 19 xx. 20 xxi. 21 xxii. 22 xxiii. 23 xxiv. 24 xxv. 25 xxvi. 26 xxvii. 27 xxviii. 28 xxix. 29 xxx. 30 xxxi. 31 xxxii. 32 xxxiii. 33 &nRoman Numbers 1-100


THree wordsI smirk. Those three words you have spoken. Bite my lip to hold back laughter; An angry laughter with obscured tears. You should not know these words. You should not use these words. With you, they hold no meaning. Your alterior motives are see-through. Through the thin dermal tissue you use to hide. I see through you, down to the core. In your eyes are many paths, Easily leading me to your vulnerability and iunsecurities. Well traveled are these roads; Filled with pain and demise. Why do you wish to spread to me your pain? Those three words you have spoTHree words


Hard to find loveLove is a weird thing it's hard to findHard to find love
Some people think it's all in the mind But it's really there you just can't see it It's just something you have to believe it It can make you do the craziest thing From running to walking maybe even sing But to find love it's really hard Something like finding a magic card So when you find love you have to keep it And true love should never be a secret It's a special gift sent from above It's so hard to truly find love
I appreciate it.
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Also requests for anyone, just leave me a note.
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Send this to at least 15 people you love, including me if you care for me!
And if you get at least 10 back, you will recieve good news within 15 minutes!
~Let's see how many hearts you get! =]
All the best. Please continue sending you're own love to those you care for.
dear
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thanx..
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Auniche
Hope you make LOTS of friends! (like me
and have a GREAT time!
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